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Can't believe it. After all I have done to try to pick up these pieces someone stole all of my money for my bills, groceries, diapers...just everything. I went to pick up my children last night from aunt's house where they have been going this week since my Grandma passed last week my parents were having a hard time watching them for me. Someone broke into my car and stole money from my wallet out of mym purse that I left sitting in the car. They took everything I was so sick to my stomach but it didn't hit me until I went to pick them up tonight again and I could stand to be oujt side thinking someone could be watching me. Its dark, late 11:30pm. I just miss my husband so much I try to stay strong for the family but today God knows I need a shoulder too sometimes
thanks for all of you responses. Today I'm feeling hungry. keep robbing peter to pay paul until these finance are in order. left no $ for milk for my children trying to take them 2 daycare to work and praying that they will help with the milk. these officers have destroyed my life, torn my family apart.people think just because you serve in the line of duty that you care but these people serve because they are passing down generations of racism. arresting black men on false charges. nothing to back them up and courts only listening to one side. it pains me I've lost my husband, my best friend and all stability.
The good old boys' network has taken another black male to jail. My husband stood up for his rights and filed complaint against an officer that was power crazy. Now he is in jail for assualt against an officer for 10 months with no prior assualt charges against him. His lawyer was supposed to defend him but we knew something just wasn't right when he kept promising to make certain statements and ask questions while in recess during his trial however on the contrary when we would return to the courtroom nothing was down. I told my husband it was time to address the judge but some how he thought that even without the lawyer on his side the court would see the truth. After his trial we returned to the courtroom only to find his public defender and the officer who made the false claim laughing together and talking about their weekend golfing, unaware that we stood directly behind them. At this start of all of this we had an African American woman but suddenly she no longer worked for the Public Defender's office and this "lawyer" took over the case. Still to this day we have no idea about what happened. Without looking at us in the eyes she said she will no longer be able to handle the case...the end.
Now my life is upside down. Suddenly, I'm forced to survive without any kind of support. I have a 1 & 3 year and paying for daycare while trying to keep my job and maintain a home and trying to give them some stability until their father returns is definitely a struggle. I need $1000/mth for daycare for the two of them for the next 9 months in order to keep things going and not losing everything that I have. I don't own a home. I make too much money for government assistance and too little to survive. Its like you have to hit rock bottom in order for someone to recognize that you need help. If I had somewhere to go like move in with a family member I would but I dont have that option other than moving my children into a shelter that around here we would probably be on a waiting list to get into. I don't want to become dependpent on anyone. I know that my husband will return home one day and at a minimum be able to be with our children while I work and even though we will not be able to save money we will at least be able to live check to check.
My bills are continuosly falling behind because I have to have my babies somewhere while I work until midnight. In this economy if I lose my job I will not find another like it. I have no savings to fall back on and nothing to sell or even have collateral to take a loan out against something. Its the little things, my car needs an inspection and my tires will not pass because I can see the fibers starting to show. Food and gas are a struggle. My electric has a cancellation date on the 10th of this month.
I'm not sure who to turn to so I send my prayer for support during this challenging time for my family to the world if anyone can help me please do.